The Good Left Undone.

Thanks for the warm welcome, guys <3
So, let's start this off with eating. My memory is too crappy to remember what I ate five days ago, let alone two days ago. Anyhow, yesterday I ate a Nutrigrain bar, a cookie, three muffins (which are probably the size of a plum, I'd say, so tiny but still), and a Booster Juice. Today, I've eaten a Nutrigrain bar, a cookie, and three muffins (see a trend here?) so far. The deal is, I go to boarding school, so in the morning I have a Nutrigrain bar so I'll have some food in my stomach to take my pills with, and then at 10:45 we have boarders snacks, so I always take a cookie. Oh, I suppose I haven't been counting my drinks, but I always have a glass of milk or two at boarders snacks, too. My friends call me a muffin whore, which is completely true, because I could live off bran muffins :p So, I end up eating a lot of those. My roommate's parents are taking us out for dinner to this chill little restaurant that I really like, so I already know exactly what I'm going to order because I'm a boring person when it comes to food. I'm going to have a starter Caesar salad and a garden burger. Oh yeah, I'm a vegetarian, by the way. I have been since April of last year, so coming up a year! Which kind of excites me haha. Many more years to come :)

The focus of my life isn't on food anymore, and I'm not planning on cutting my calories under 700 a day, because I don't want to ruin my metabolism again now that I've got it somewhat back to normal after last year. Regardless, I do want to loose weight. I have a scale, and I weigh myself every Friday, which is a big improvement from weighing myself around three times a day last year. Three Fridays ago I was 123.0, and then 126.4, and then I forgot to weigh myself last Friday because I was with my mom...so that wouldn't have gone over very well. I'm looking forward to weighing in this Friday though because I think I'm going to have lost a little bit...and I'm pretty sure that gain from last time was just food weight. I keep trying to convince myself that my weight doesn't matter, but admittedly I'd still do anything to get to double-digits :/ Gah. I'm not very good at recovering, I suppose.

Anyhow, I'm going to try and clean my room before I go out for supper, it's a complete mess. When it gets like this, me and my roomie call it a shit tank, and I'm about to drown in all this shit haha. So, hope you guys have a good night <3